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29 October 2009 @ 11:47 am

Good morning~~!

I'm considering changing account to Realllyconfused instead of this, since I'm using that username on all other sites that I'm a member of, and since I'm not quite a fan of KoyaMass anymore, I never was. Those two were just my ichibans in Johnny's and it feels kind of wrong when I'm not a fan of Massu anymore.

So I think I'll post my fics to that user and start using it as soon as possible ^_^

Take care ^.^/

Current Mood: awakeawake
Current Music: Super Junior - Wonder Boy
22 October 2009 @ 09:42 am

This is something I wrote a couple of weeks ago, but I never posted it.. Because I wasn't really satisfied with it. But my friend wants me to post it, so I'll do it anyway XD

And yes, I'll go read your fic now Ida XD sorry for taking so long~~

Title: This is the one I love
Pairing: Ryoda
Author: Me
Rating: PG
Summary: Ueda is sick of hiding his boyfriend to everyone.

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Current Mood: tiredtired
Current Music: Super Junior - It's You
08 October 2009 @ 11:50 pm

Okay so this is a oneshot I wrote for [info]miruiki ^.^ I'm kind of worried about her since there was a typhoon attacking the place where she lives :'o I hope you're okay dear~~<33 And I hope you’ll like the fic! I’m sorry for not writing something longer and more interesting, but I’m totally out of ideas XD So this is what I came up with after…  a couple of days of thinking. Something really short and simple. And this is the first time I’m writing Ryoda x_____x

So here’s finally the fic Shi-chan! <33 And please let me know if you’re okay ;____;

In public
Pairing: Ryoda
Rating: PG
Author: Me
Summary: Ryo confessed to Ueda and got rejected. But Ueda suddenly changes his mind...?
Crappy summary, sorry XD But I really don’t know what to write ^^’’

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Current Mood: accomplishedaccomplished
Current Music: GReeeeN - Haruka Kanata he ~Piano ver.~
18 August 2009 @ 08:25 pm
Right now I need to write. I don't know why or what, I just need this. I've got  this.. strange feeling that something's terribly wrong. And that I can't to anything about it. I just get this awful feeling sometimes, it feels like there's a big.. hole inside of me. Like something's missing, a part of me has fallen off and I can't find it. And even if I find it, I can't place it somewhere. I'm just a mess, not really knowing what to do.
I don't want to feel like this, but still I can't get rid of this feeling. Maybe I should just sleep.
Current Mood: blankblank
Current Music: Arashi - Koe
13 August 2009 @ 06:49 pm

Right now I'm in a really good mood! I just ate dinner and now I'm listening to nice music and I'm just enjoying my life for once! I love this feeling! It feels like nothing can go wrong today, it's a really.. How should I describe it.. pleasant feeling? Anyway, I'm relaxed!
I went shopping with a friend today and I had a really great time! Thanks Ida! <3 I actually bought something useful! ^.^V Instead of like.. candy. Well I actually bought candy too... Soon I'm leaving to take care of my horse! I kind of miss him, in some way. I usually don't feel like that, since I'm seeing him every day. But right now I really have this.. Longing feeling.. I don't know.

Ah, now this song called "Izanaizuki" started playing. It always reminds me of my friend, since that was/is her favourite song by News. I like it too. But it somehow makes me feel.. trapped.. or kind of worried. I don't know why, it just has that effect on me. Okay, I'll stop talking about random stuff now! I think I'm going to grab my pen and draw something, I haven't done that in a long time. And I can't draw at the computer anymore since Photoshop refuses to work!! :'c But well.. I guess I'll just be stuck with paper and pen. Maybe the computer didn't want me to use photoshop all the time. Maybe it got mad.
Anyway! I'll stop writing unnecessary things. Bye!

Take care ^.^/

Aww, I love this song <3 You are my best friend~~
Current Mood: cheerfulcheerful
Current Music: News - Best Friend
03 August 2009 @ 06:26 pm
I'm not writing much here at LJ and it feels kind of.. sad. I promised a friend to be more active, so I guess I'll start writing and updating things! ^-^

Right now, I'm at my summer house. It's pretty lonely since I haven't got any friends near. Well, next Thursday my friend will come here, but until then I'm alone. Since I haven't much to do besides sunbathing or walking my dog, I've started to write fanfics again! ^-^ I gave that up some time ago, but now I've gotten interested in writing again and I'm really excited to write something! I wrote a Ryo/Ohkura fic today ^.^V But that was actually just something I did to clear my mind and put my own feelings down on paper. It turned out kind of depressive and I want to write something.. cute! Something.. fluffy ^-^ If there are any ideas or requests, please comment! I'll be glad to recieve some inspiration!

I miss my tablet ;___; I'm not only in the mood to write fics, I also really, really wants to draw, like.. bad. I want to draw some cute KoyaShige pic or something including all Eito Rangers. Now I came to think about Ryo and his new drama! I watched the first episode and it was really, really, really, totally wonderful!!! I love it! And he's great, I love his character! Such a kind personality, it makes me happy~~
Unlike Sousuke, this one was so... honest and generous and caring and just... lovely! I'm looking forward to the next episode, really ^-^

Now I think I'm going to get out and walk my dog. Because really, I need to get some fresh air. Sitting in my bed all day becomes boring in the long run.

Take care ^.^/

Current Mood: excitedexcited
Current Music: GReeeeN - New Life
03 August 2009 @ 03:38 pm

I wanted to write something kind of depressive and put my own feelings into this fanfic, and this is how it turned out. Althuogh the quite sad story, I wanted a sweet end and well.. Read and tell me if I succeeded XD

Title: Darkness

Genre: Romance/Angst?
Pairing: Ryo/Ohkura
Rating: PG-13
Author: Me ^.^V
Summary: Ryo’s depressed and wants someone to comfort him. Really hard to figure out who it’ll be, I know… XDD Well, enjoy ^-^ Sorry if the English is bad ^^’

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17 July 2009 @ 08:17 pm
Okay. I finished the second chapter of this fanfic a very long time ago. But I didn't like it, so I didn't want to upload it XD
But here it is, finally. Anyway.. ENJOY!

Crazy little thing called love
Pairing: Koyato, TegoPi (more to come)
Rating: PG-13
 Tegoshi is still missing and nobody knows where he is. Koyama and Yamapi have some problems with their feelings. I really don't know what to write ;_____; 
...Read! 8D

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08 May 2009 @ 09:38 pm

I made some pics a while ago, and I thought it would be fun to upload them here. So... yeah XD
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25 April 2009 @ 11:59 am

Okay, so this is my first fanfic here at LJ ^^ Please read and comment!

Crazy little thing called love.
Author: Me
Pairing: Koyato, more to come
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Tegoshi is missing and nobody knows where he is. Koyama thinks he’s getting feelings for Shige, but isn’t sure. Crappy summary, I don’t know what to write XD Well.. enjoy! ^^

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